Dammit bruh. I cant stop missing you. Although we never dated I miss you so damn much. I miss the endless hours of talking to you. My heart fluttering every message sent. The secrets shared that we had kept silent. The secrecy of our relationship. The dirty little comments. The damn flirting. The constant flirting. You made me laugh and you r so cute. It been years since we last talked but I still miss you. I can't stand listening to my friends have crushes cuz I end up thinking abt u. And I end up going in circles convincing myself that u were bad aft what u did. But I cant help it. I don't know if I love you or if I just miss the ecstasy of falling in love. I hate u. But I miss u so much.