you said you loved me, wanted to be with me, would never let us fade away, yet I watched you fade from us day by day, watched you fall out of love with me, you lied to me js bc you were using again which had nothing to do with you lying when I've always said, to tell the truth, I really don't know what goes through your head and why I loved you more than anything but you still didn't care and didn't see how much you actually hurt me this time, I wish it didn't end like this, you told me you loved me but the next day you wanted me out of your life, you hurt me, I wish I could forgive you but you've caused me so much pain that I can't even bare, you never changed for us and got better and that's really all I wanted for us to be ok.