Unsent Messages

thank you for giving me a reason to stay alive. i dont know how long i would have made it if it wasnt for you. i love you, i really do even if you dont love me the same amount back. you are perfect in my eyes, you are more than enough for me. just your presence in my life is enough, i couldnt ask for more. you understand me so well, more than anyone else i have ever met. im still working on getting to understand you though, its hard but im trying, i just want to make you happy. i really hope you can find happiness soon, thats all i wish for you and i know that, that is all you want to, and you deserve it. you have been through a lot. you are one of the strongest people i know and i cannot say enough for how proud i am of you. you pushed through so much and you're almost done with it i promise. you will find yourself again. i need to see you right now. hold you close so i can feel your heartbeat, so close that i can smell your hair. i need to hear your voice. its so soothing i wish you would never stop talking. i could fall asleep to the sound of your voice. i love you a lot gab.