From: ABC
To: Josh
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:42 pm
you really have me sat here searching up "how to not blush"
its your birthday in 23 minutes and i just want to tell you everything, and just thank you, because without you i would have given up and i most likely not be here anymore. you make me want to go to school, u make me want to wake up in the morning just so i can see you and maybe talk to you. you have no idea how happy you make me with just a simple conversation. literally one conversation with you stops me from hurting myself. but i won't tell u all this because i don't want to ruin your day. you really are probably the best person i've ever met, from your curly hair to your adorable smile and your eyes. i know that sounds so cliche but without you i don't think i would still be here, so thank you. i hope you have the best birthday ever because you deserve the world, even if i can't give it to you
