i hope one day we can be something again. i had so much hope for us and we had a happy connection. i had so much hope for us to get back once we both healed. but it seems like you had different plans by how badly you're treating me as a friend. what did i do? all ive ever done is love you and care for you. i dont know why you are being so harsh to me now. i was willing to work through the hard times of what you did together but you gave up on us. but i guess its okay if it helped you. i told you ill always love you and that wont stop. i just hope you find happiness even if you choose it to be not with me. just please tell me why you truly ended it and your feelings so i can stop hoping. bb b