Unsent Messages

Hi. We haven't talked in 2 years. Has your back been okay? I have so many things I want to say. But none come to mind right now. I loved you so much, I think I still love you. Maybe I'm just in love with the idea of you, but not You. I don't miss you as much as I used to. I'm sorry you never got closure for what happened between us. But honestly, I think it was for the best. If I could've stayed, I would still be there today. Maybe if we met when we were better, maybe then we could've been happy. Instead, both of us carried a burden on our shoulders and in the end weighed each other down. Your love was intoxicating. I don't think you realized how much I loved you at that time. I wonder if you ever think of me. Do I cross your mind? Do you still have the presents I gave you? Sadly I'll never know the answer to these questions. But maybe that's for the better. In the back of my mind, I secretly wish you would see this. But I know, this will never reach you. I love you forever.