Unsent Messages

I miss taking naps together and i miss talking to your mom, i miss going to get our nails done or the nights you’d sneak in after work so we could see each other. I miss the late night drives and the songs we marked as ours. I miss the trips we took, the adventures we found where we’d say on the way home “there’s no way things like this happen to other people.” I miss the late night plans and the whispers of “I’ll be here forever” i miss knowing you loved me and i miss knowing you were there. When you and Leila made a faulty promise you both must’ve known you couldn’t keep, i said thank you because if either of you left i think I’d just die. A faulty promise from myself as well since I’m still breathing, sometimes i wish i wasn’t. Missing you isn’t going to bring it back or make the bad parts disappear, but i still do and i can’t help but wish you missed me too.