i think i really do like you. i hate the fact that i smile every time i get a notif from you. i told myself that I would focus on myself again, but you say everything so perfectly. you're so goddamn sweet and I fucking hate myself for believing that you might actually like me. maybe it's my other issues, but idk. maybe I'm just scared that I'm gonna hurt myself, or worse you. ik we disagree on a lot of things, but part of me thinks we could really work if we tried. but idk if you're even still interested.