You made me feel like myself. now I've lost you I have nothing. and I mean nothing. all my mental health has fucked all because of you. I think what hurts the most is that your completely over me to the point that you can sleep with the girl you told me not to worry about. you ruined my favourite band, my favourite songs, the sentence 'lets go guys'. I need you so bad man. my life has fallen apart but your so bad for me but I guess I don't care. I've started smoking, stealing, and doing this I never would have done if you didn't leave. I love you more then I have ever loved anybody and you know how afraid I was so I don't understand how you could just leave me in the dark after everything I told you such as my sisters condition and my severe anxiety that is taking over my life.
