i look for you everywhere. all the people around me. in all the passing cars. and i have yet to really find you. i find you in the moon. i find you in the stars. i found you in flowers. i find you whenever i’m home. everything about you lingers there. the times you made me laugh. the times you made my stomach do flips because of how precious and fucking beautiful you were. the memories of you haunt me. but i let them. because i love you still. i haven’t stopped. you’re no where to be found. 700 miles and 10 hours away. i wish you would come back and make me feel at home again. 8 months later and im still a loser. i think that’s the only thing that hasn’t changed. so what i’m a dork. but i can’t help that for you. you just made me feel so in love.