Unsent Messages

Did you know that sometimes I drive past the street where we had our first kiss? I can still remember the drizzling rain and my heart beating to the rhythm of the rain. Its funny to think about now. I pass by that street corner and I always think of you. I wonder if I will ever not think of you. I want to stop thinking of you.

I think about the first time you told me you had a crush on me. Do you remember? It was freshman year. You were the first boy to tell me I was pretty. Do you remember what happened sophomore year? How could you forget? I'm sorry about that, I was confused. Do you look back at junior year as much as I do? I wish we had more time, but I also wish we didn't waste any of our time in the first place. Now senior year...? It would have been great to keep the "will-they-won't-they" gambit a little longer, don't you think hahaha...? But you lied. I can't forget that.

My parents really liked you, and I really hate that.


I can't escape you. Everywhere I look I'm reminded of everything.

It wasn't an epic love story but it could have been.

But I am better without you.