Unsent Messages

idk if that message was from you but i feel like it was. or maybe i just hope that you’re still thinking of me and i’m just seeing what i want. you used to say i did that a lot. i left because i was scared. last year you came back and you didn’t want me anymore. and i was afraid that it would happen again. and then you were gone for longer and i was so afraid and i couldn’t just talk to you about it like a normal person because you know how i am. and when i called you that day to tell you i couldn’t anymore. why didn’t you tell me i was wrong and ask me not to go. i wanted to be wrong so bad i couldn’t hang up the phone cuz i was waiting for you to tell me i was being ridiculous. why can’t you call me now and tell me i was wrong. i’m still waiting even though i told you i wouldn’t anymore. ps the new taylor swift album is rly good you should give it a listen