Dear Ben, I love you, with all my heart and that will never change! We were too young to understand what love meant and unfortunately that meant things ended for us. I miss you, I miss everything about you from our 3am chats to our walks in the park to all the times I saw you. From the day I met you I knew I would love you until the day I die. Things have not always been easy, far from it at times but I’m so glad it happened. I was the happiest girl in the world. If only it didn’t end how it did-I wonder if things would be different. I miss you Ben, I miss the way your smile would light up the room, your laugh would make me day, your hugs would make me cozy, and whenever I was with you I was happy. There was never a dull moment. I wish i could change time but the past is the past and there is no going back. I wish you all the best Ben and I’m sorry for everything. I love you