Unsent Messages

I'm sorry.
No, and i needa stop saying sorry.
i don’t even know what to say.
i try so hard to make u happy that i kinda forget about me.
it’s not that i’m not happy.
nvm i’m not fucking happy.
and i haven’t been for a while
every time i smile it’s cus i’m tryna make someone else smile .
but i’m j so numb on the inside
and i act like a child cus i don’t wanna grow up .
i’m not happy anymore.
i haven’t been ina while. You caused all of my pain and suffering.
i cut my self a while ago
but i didn’t feel like telling cus i would probs j overreact
it’s ok tho.
i’m ok now.
but the fact that u wanted to break up w me
for talking w my girl bsf
is ... crazy.
i do eveything to make you happy
but, u get mad at me for doing things that keep me from having anxiety attacks and that make me happy. You don't let me post anything on social media, you don't let me talk to my best friend, your a fucking controlling freak. I should have listened to my friends.
and no it’s not that i don’t wanna talk to u.
it’s j your too busy playing video games to rlly care ab me.
I’m done.



Im finally happy.