Unsent Messages

Hey, it's me again. The thing is sometimes I do miss you or the things we had. We always talked about our future together and dumb other stuff but it was all your fault that shit couldn't happen. You're so fucking ignorant and by god I felt like when we were in the "relationship" you were probably fucking some other bitch cause I did catch you "flirting" or some shit with a "friend" Why didn't I just end it there? That was strike fucking three and the way you talked to my friends/ responding to my friends and not me made me grow suspicion but of course again I gave you another chance. After we broke up, it seemed like you didn't even care and go ahead and played Roblox maybe that was your "getaway" but when I saw that, it made me think you couldn't give two shits about the relationship we had. Where the things you told me bullshit because now looking at it, it seems like they were. I gave you a second chance and you screwed that up as well. My god, why did my dumbass give you another chance? Maybe I was so fucking in love with you I brushed it off. "I really like you" well it didn't fucking seem like it. You were yet to prove that. I just can't believe I talked to my parents about you, they knew your name and how much I adored and love you. Now, your name isn't even brought up anymore. I hope you're happy. I told all my insecurities and secrets to you... and all of that just to go to waste. Again fuck you, I fucking hate you and I wish I never wasted my time on you.