Unsent Messages

does my name burn the back of your throat when you say it now? do you still remember the taste of my chapstick? does your stomach drop when you see me now? do you remember the weight of my head on your shoulder when i'd fall asleep on you in class? do you remember the feeling of my cold hands in yours? do you remember the smell of my shampoo and the way your hoodies smelled like me when i'd give them back? do my favorite artists still make you think of me, and the way i could talk about art for hours? do the songs we used to listen to still remind you of me? do you still wear the clothes i constantly borrowed, or do they remind you too much of me? do you think of me when you paint? do you remember when i would find any excuse just to talk to you? do you think of me when you look up at the stars? did you keep the notes i gave you between classes? do you remember me falling asleep on your chest after school? do you remember me crying during lunch the second you asked if i was okay? do you remember the long hugs after school, holding onto each other like it was the last time even though we knew we'd see each other again the next morning? do you remember the quick kisses when we thought no one was looking? does tim burton and marvel still remind you of me, can you watch those movies without any thought of me? do you remember laying on your couch talking about nothing for hours? do you still feel the soft touch of my hands across your skin? do you remember how everyone else knew we had crushes on each other before we even did? were you broken by the sudden ending too? do you miss me? did you ever even care about me? do you even think of me anymore? did you know how hurt i was when you posted a picture with another girl while we were dating? did you know that i never felt like i was enough for you? do you care anymore? or have you forgotten.