I wish I had seen you grow to be the amazing human that I know you are. I grew up with you and always wanting to be like you. You were my first crush and first love. I always remember laughing anytime I opened the videos you sent me. I just miss you so much and I want you to come back. I wish I could have told you how much you mean to me. I wish I could have seen you grow up to be a wonderful husband and father. I wish you could have lived.