S. you were the first girl I have ever truly loved, but unfortunately I fell in love with the idea of you that I created in my head- deep down I know, as much as you platonically love me and my company, you will never date anyone seriously, not even thinking about another girl like me-you only like the attention for so long ; I know because you like chasing people, and once they give you what you wanted to obtain from them, you leave. forever. Even then, every time I cup your face with my hands, every time I give you a "friendly" kiss on the cheek before saying goodbye, every time I watch you smile at me, still, I want to be with you.
