a year and 3 months ago, I saw you for the first time. it started as a silly crush and I hardly knew you. slowly, I started knowing you. you flirted with me constantly and we had so many moments together that made me fall. you asked me to hang out this summer but I couldn’t go. were you actually thinking about me? you asked me to homecoming but ghosted me for two weeks after we went together. driving with you on the highway with the windows down was the best moment of my entire life. I wanted to tell you how I felt after that night, but you ignored me. why? you finally apologized to me. why? i love you.