I dont know if i’ll ever stop waiting for the “right time.” I never thought i’d have to do this without you. i’m better now. i can really do it this time. i wanna listen to beamer boy and u said in the car again. i wanna have sleepovers and fall asleep with you in that uncomfortable chair. i want to hold your hand and see you smile again. i fucking miss you dude. i miss my best friend.