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lol anyways i just wanted say thanks for sitting next to me in sixth grade. its been a while since then. i miss talking to you and seeing ur face get red when the teacher calls on you. i miss math class last year. we were both clearly awkward around eachother, everyone could tell. even though i hate math it was my favorite class. i loved teasing you when u got the answer wrong, and seeing u yell a sneaky come back at me. i miss asking for the homework answers and seeing that u haven't done the homework either. we would sit in class and laugh at each other. when we got called on, each of us not knowing the answers. im glad i sat next to you. it made me fall in love with you all over again. after we stopped talking the first time i thought how i felt was completely gone. that math class proved me oh so wrong. ur laugh, your heart, the way you carried yourself- im jealous. your the most perfect person in my eyes. today u called me pretty, which no one ever does. i know u meant it in a friendly way, even though i wish u didnt. i just wanna give u a hug, bury my head in your chest and feel at home. but you've moved on from me. you used to like me- and i turned u down. that is one of my biggest regrets. i wish i could turn back time. i love you, and i will always be here for you. i love you alex