what makes me so angry is the fact we were never together. you talked to me about being in a relationship with you and then out of nowhere, you told me you weren't ready. you want to be friends but I don't know how I'm supposed to look at your face every day without wanting to cry. I didn't want to love you. I don't get attached to people easily and I did with you. I hate myself for it. we have the same friends so I still see you almost every day. I hate that I can't hate you. I hate that you don't care.