it was your birthday a few days ago, and you spent it with her. i know you dont care about me anymore but you would be proud at how far ive come. we were toxic for eachother and too young to know what love was. im entering the new year without u and thats okay. i dont miss you. i miss the memories but its time to forget. thank you for making me who i am, i lost you however i found myself. maybe one day in the future we will meet again and things will be different or maybe not. i wish we had a future. but here i am...
