i loved you and i still love you. after all this time and after all this hurt. all i do is love you and want you. i wish you felt the same. i know i should’ve just quit this already. you know loving you but somethings not letting me and im okay with that. it is what it is. you’re special. you’re you ellie. beautiful, intelligent mind. beautiful heart. beautiful everything. i hate how much i feel for you. it’s only you.