Unsent Messages

I want the comfort you gave me back. And I only ever want to feel that way with your comfort. No one else. Is it gonna stop hurting anytime soon? I hope you don't feel the pain I do but if you are I think that would be comforting. Not bc I want you in pain but bc then I will know that I was right about you. I trust my own word and intuition but if it could be assured you do love me the way I love you...then well I guess the reasons I've been going insane won't all be for nothing.

If we met up to talk somehow, would you kiss me? Would you tell me you're still in love with me and think about me everyday? Would you smile because you're finally able to admire my face again? Would you tell me you're sorry you can't always control your anger so you say things you don't mean? Would you say you'd do better for me? Or have you forgotten all about this toxic connection we both braced onto for so long? Lmk if you can answer any of those questions. Or just kiss me bc that works too. Ok goodnight bryson I love you, I do miss the real you.