i love you. i still do. even i don't want to. i know you more than i know myself. for eight years. i did everything for you. you were my everything. my every word. my favorite song. i did everything for you but you didn't even say i 'like' you. but i told you that i love you every single day. i know it is hard for you. but i never taught that you hated me. i am sorry to your ego. but i think i should take a time for myself. because you wanted to. even you said forever, it is not infinitive. at least i hope. you are bad for me. you are the worst. you are the reason i hate myself. but i would never hate you. even i am not a single taught in your mind. fuck you. i cannot stop thinking of you. your hate is amountless. i didn't know it was for me, too.
