Unsent Messages

no. i’m not still in love with you. i miss the person i fell deeply in love with. i miss the person who would do anything for anyone. the caring person. man what hit you. it’s been about 6 months and shiii i still love you fool. but you’ve got a new girl. the girl you told me not to worry about. while i’m stuck missing you. honestly though. if you wanted me back right now i’d say no. the person you have become is not someone i want to associate myself with. i miss the old you. the you who loved everyone. yes i know i broke up with you. but you know how much you impacted me. you saved my life and you know it. and when i broke up with you and you shut me out. that hurt. i get it that’s how you cope but you haven’t said a word to me in 6 months. you were such a big part of me. i mean 3 years. we dated for 3 years and now look at us. i still wanted to be friends and i know that takes time but you still won’t talk to me. i’m blocked on everything. i just miss how much you were there for me. i could tell you everything. even the stuff i can’t even tell myself. but lol long story short. i miss the old you but the new you is kinda a two timing dirtbag ??