Unsent Messages

it's a little strange thinking back on our friendship. i truly thought we were one in the same person. we had similar interests and similar problems. you wanted to be someone's priority, just as i did. so, i thought i could be that person for you at least. i wanted to be that person for you, to be there for you. but i think i bombarded you with all of my problems and insecurities way too much, especially so early in our friendship like that. i shouldn't have done that. it was too much for you, it was selfish of me. i felt like i was using you to vent, to make myself feel important to someone and gain validation. that's why i told you i stopped talking to you. no, you were not annoying. you were not boring. you were not the reason as to why i stopped talking to you. you are wonderful, the greatest friend, the kindest person filled with so much love to give. i want to reiterate that it was me, i was the reason for not talking to you anymore. i don't want you to blame yourself anymore. please stop blaming yourself.