im so sorry i lied about some of the things that i told you but i still miss you and i haven't seen you in over four years and you didn't even say goodbye. i know you're a year older and you have your whole life planned out but i just hope that maybe you remember me and see me in it too. i talked to your brother a year ago in the summer on camp. it was fun we called each other the mean girls i was gretchen and he was regina. he asked me about you but i didn't know what to say since you still take up so much of my mind. we don't even follow each other any more and i don't see you around. i miss you and i still love you. please find a way back to me