i know i need to speak to someone. but my someone has always been you. this time it really feels like there’s no way out. it’s hopeless. why do i still love someone who doesn’t even think of me. who won’t talk to me. i would text you but every time i have it’s been the wrong thing to do because you get angry. you get angry and tear me apart even more. i just wish i knew what to do. i wish you were here with me.