Unsent Messages

Hey, uhm I don't know how to start this but I wanna get everything out since I am tired of being stuck on you. I started watching criminal minds again and I remembered how we used to sit on the phone and you would clown me for it. I miss it, you making fun of me for watching it. There's so many things you ruined for me that whenever I think about it I become upset or cry. Falling asleep otp with you while hearing wild n out in the background because that's what helped you fall asleep. Hearing your mom yell at you to read a book for school or do anything and you responding back with a laugh. I miss it. You were to busy for me and it makes me think we had right person wrong time type of relationship. I am not sure though, but looking back you helped me through a lot. My past, my relationships, everything. When I think about you I don't cry anymore. It was hard and I still miss you and have moments where you come into my head and make me upset. I am feeling better now, I miss you.