i fucking hate you so much. you were my everything and you treated me like shit. i meant nothing to you. if you had told me this was how we would end, i would've called you a liar. i hate you. i want to hate you. i hate myself for not hating you. you're an asshole and destroyed me. i changed who i was to make you happy and you left me without hesitation. fuck you. and fuck me for still loving you.