i am so sorry for messing things up twice. I took too long to realize whats important and i deserve how things turned out and the pain it causes me now, months after i ended us for the last time. i know you already moved on and im glad to see you happy, it just wish i was still the reason for that, and i know thats selfish. I dont know when or if i will move on, but i know i miss you. I never stopped loving you, but i know i wouldnt be good for you.