I've been coming here every night for a bit just to read what I wrote to you the days before. I wish I could delete it. I'm so scared you'll find out. I hope you know that it's not like that, and i would never ever try to change the friendship we already have. I just had to let off some steam. I shouldn't have written those notes. I never wanted or want you to know because I know you'll never feel the same. If you found out I don't know what I'd do. Tell me if you see these though.