Unsent Messages

idk what to think. we’re not even close anymore but a year ago i was head over heels for u. u broke my heart and i still believed in us for months after. i wish we were still close. but ik while ur a chapter in my book, i’m a few measly sentences in urs. i made the mistake of rereading old messages the other day. did u still like me even after?? cause it seemed like u did. idk. also i’m being vague in case u find this but i promised u i would always be there for u and i still am if u ever need anything. i miss u. somewhere in my heart i can’t let u go and i have no fucking clue y. you broke me. feelings for u have come and gone and they’ll never be as strong as they once were but they’re still there ig?? idk i j wish i could go back. back to when u told me u loved me and everything was okay even if we were never together. maybe i need closure. or maybe ur dumbass is manifesting me. either way ur still in my heart. idk y i cant let u go. ur the only person i can see myself being happy with. so bye ig. btw if u find this and think it’s me pls don’t text me unless u feel the same way or wanna give my dumbass some fucking closure for y u still talked to me after it happened like u cared and then out of nowhere j stopped caring all together. maybe it’s cause u wanted to not lead me on but brady, somewhere i still think something with us can happen. and idk y.