From: ABC
To: kevin
Date: November 22, 2020, 5:46 am
Kevin, I don't think I love you anymore. I don't know if it's because I'm numb or I've just fallen out of love with and I don't know what it's like and I don't know yet if I hate it or not.. I'm still learning :/ you hurt me a lot and you don't even recognize the fact that you've traumatized me when it comes to relationships but I stayed, even when I knew you were going to leave me, I stayed and you never even noticed or appreciated it. I was there for you when you were at your lowest but I don't see you for my lowest. Maybe it's because it's ongoing and I have mental illnesses idk but I hate it and sometimes I hate you but then again I love you. I don't think I'll ever be able to have sex with another person or do anything, you're the one I want. Even though you've caused me so much pain. You're the one.. I love you to the moon and back