I'm still not sure whether I love you as just a friend, and it kills me inside. You've been my best friend for forever, so I guess that would make it awkward? I know it sounds weird, but I still can't decide whether you're just like a brother to me, or whether I REALLY do love you. I'm sorry. We never even got a chance to try. I don't think you're the one for me though. As much as I try to convince myself you are, you aren't. You're selfish, have a HORRIBLE style, have horrible friends, and just aren't my type of person? I don't even think you're my first love. I've never loved, and that's a hole in my heart that needs to be filled