it’s been almost a year since you left. never thought it would end the way it did. i miss you everyday and night. i’m just like you now, get people attached and leave them. idk how to love anymore. wtf happened to you, who hurt you? i’ve had my fair share of shit but cmon man that fucking hurt. you completely destroyed me and my perception of love. but i’d still take a bullet you, i pray for you every night cuz even if you won’t talk to me, i still care about you and your family. i want you happy even if it’s not with me. i’d still wait for you, just a second chance would mean the world to me. i miss you so fucking much, please just give me something.