Please stop it it makes me so scared. It’s hurting me and I’m not even seeing you. Why can’t you see it’s hurting me and I know you’re getting things off your chest but it hurts it makes me feel sick. I stay up worrying about you this is exactly what I mean by I can’t do this shit luke my head hurts and I never told you how fucked up I used to be because I didn’t want to worry you luke. You can’t keep putting it on me I want to hear you’re getting better not worse but if you keep telling me how that’s going it’s only hurting me more