Unsent Messages

My first love, we met when we were young and grew apart when we got older. when I sent you that text I wished I would have said "let's wait a Lil bit longer until we can become a thing". I wish I didn't let you go so fast and that I didn't push u away. I hope you know I didn't call it off because I was bored, or tired. I did it because we were so young!!! The last text you sent me was "I will always miss you." has that changed? I get it we go through changes and we meet new ppl, but just know I can never forget about you. ever. recently we have talked but u didn't seem into it, tbh it hurt a little. what seems to be your new girlfriend, she is very pretty. she is so so so lucky she know present you :) I wish I knew the present you too. but I only know the past. I wonder how much you have changed, I know I have. I am more reserved tbh, a little less outgoing. Anyway, I miss you so much I think about you when I read fanfic AND IT SUCKS. if that not love then what is. my favorite memories with you was when we went to this art museum in LA. First, you were playing with this random-ass baby on the train and my heart was so swollen, it hurt like heck to smile. :) then you bought me Argentina chocolate even tho I didn't like it and you still offered to buy me another. we stood side by side with each other the whole time. You can never fail to make me laugh. ughhhhhh I miss you so much. i don't know how much I dream of you and what we could have been. please come back to me when your ready, I will always be here. always.