I just wish I knew then what I know now and changed before it was too late , before I had made a mess and broken what was our life. I could never tell you it , but I really wish I was her. I miss you, and us, the laughs and even you laying flat on top and crushing my airways. I'd rather suffocate from you being here than being alone with the love I still have for us while wondering if she is giving you more than I ever could.
