if u see this u know exactly whose writing this to u. i'm sorry for everything that happened, anything i said or did was out of spite. i wanted to say that i never wanted to hurt you like i did... it eats me up. i also wanted to say i still think about u all the time. when i signed to a college all i could think about is how i wanted to see u smile and be proud of me because we talked about it so much. if u see this reach out to me ill answer