Unsent Messages

Hi you are the first guy i have ever truly loved and still do. You may not know of my dark past but you saved me from making a horrible decision. Just talking to you raises my mood and when you compliment me my self esteem sky rockets. I know im a clingy girlfriend its just that losing you would totally crush me. I need to. You are the reason i am still here today. I wish I could send this to you but it would just make me seem pathetic. I want to talk to you and tell you all my troubles but i would hate to be a burden. I dont want to put my bad thoughts on you and ruin your day. As my boyfriend i am not your biggest focus i need to stop wanting you to text me back immediately and let you live your life. From my point of view you have a perfect life with great friends and being really smart. Im surprised you picked me out of so many other girls. I dont even look that pretty, im on the chubbier side, i have hairy arms and legs and always look like a wreck. I love you so much and much more than you realize. I hope we will stay together for many more years to come and hopefully after that. You complete me and i dont know what I would do without you. Anyone who reads this I would like to say this man is the first out of many to make me feel special and even though we’ve only been dating for 9 months i want it to never end.