Unsent Messages

I would say I am mad at you but i’m not. It hurts you say I left you out when thats all you ever did to me. I wanted to be close to you so badly and wanted to be your friend. But no matter how hard I tried people either forced me into not liking you or you turned to not like me. I want to say they turned us against eachother but you wouldn’t believe that. we used to say we were the only ones that understood eachother now that seems to be untrue. you know those things she said aren’t true? i never ever meant to treat you badly. she did she had bad intentions in the beginning and all the suddenly completely switched up. i’m sorry for hurting you maddie I wish you could see my side and understand that you are my only person that i felt i could truly feel and relate to. i wish you would tell me when i do stuff and not let her say shit. but other wise i care and love you very much.