i hate how much time i waste thinking about you when i KNOW you probably forgot all about me. when you left you should have taken all the memories we have together. what happened to all the promises we made? we were supposed to be best friends- not even that we were FAMILY. what made you decide that i wasn't worth your time anymore. i just asked you to be honest with me so you couldn't even do that. so fuck you for doing the thing that i always feared and left me without an explanation. and fuck you for making a home in my heart just for you to leave.