why would you leave me like this. am i not enough? did i do something wrong? did u get mad when i told you not to blackmail. u left me causing me to be unstable. what did i do for you do this. i swear i think of u every second of everyday. why don't you leave my mind? i always wonder if u are thinking of me? what makes me feel worse is that. all of the things you have done to me, i would never even have the THOUGHT to do it to you. i swear your the worst person to be walking on this planet but for some reason im still stuck to you. for some reason there is always a part of me telling me to stay and. wait. why? why would i ever feel like that to someone like you. and the fact i constantly give you so many chances. and every time u ruin it and i still let you back into my life knowing you aren't going to change. you never will change. you the worst. and i hate you so much that i love you so much. i've never felt this way towards someone. absolutely not a soul i have felt this way for. there are so many nice guys i should'e given a chance to. most the time i still stuck to you. WHYYY? everything reminds me about you. what hurts so badly is that you left me for the. girl you said you wouldn't ever go for. of course you break everything you tell me. seeing you on her causes so much pain. you are my distraction. you are where i feel safe. i forever only wish you the best. i love you... bye :C