Unsent Messages

Hiya! You probably already know how I feel about you by now, because I often tell you :). However, I said I'd send you one of these so that's exactly what I'm gonna do! You mean the whole world to me, really. I love you with my entire heart. You're always there for me, and I know that sometimes I don't deserve you as my best friend but I'm truly grateful for you. Eternally grateful. You're so lovely, understanding, and I'll love you for all eternity. I always know I can go to you whenever I have something really good or really bad on my mind and I always just want to tell you. And when I'm hesitant to say when I'm sad, sometimes you clock that I'm upset and you somehow always manage to make me feel better, even if it's by just talking to me for a little while. I really want to do that for you too, but I guess you must not get upset very often, either that or you don't like talking about it. Because I swear I never do anything to help you. Hey, maybe I do, maybe I don't. But you're still my best friend and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I miss seeing your beautiful smiling face in person every week, but I'm also grateful that I get to see it over a screen every week rather than not at all. Even when you leave, I won't ever forget you (if we ever lose touch, that is--which I really hope we don't) and I'll always think of you as my inspiration and big sister. I love you to the moon and beyond, you stunning human being. I hope you're good, and that you're happy because that's something I really want.
You're the best,
Yours always,
B