the way you look in through the lab door, i always catch you looking ,it's been 3 years since i hurt you, do u want to talk to me? simply wanna see what i'm doing with my life? still like me? hate my guts which i give you no fault for ? i smiled and waved but you didnt care and stared in shock. you still wave at my mum when i'm not there, i'm trying to understand your wishes rn