Unsent Messages

I hope your doing good. I miss you. The last time I saw you was back in september. As much what you did wasn't tasteful I still can't hate you.I still love you but I know for sure you don't. I just wished you gave me chance. Just one last shot, that's all I needed to show you that I changed. I hate being in these streets. It fucking sucks. I but knew you wasn't going to give me that chance because you was with someone so I knew that wasn't going to happen. All those times i saw all I wanted to do was get on my knees and tell you that I love you and just cry. But I knew I had to be strong. I never knew I would be so hung up over you until this day. It would have been a year since we met and been together. I just want the universe to bring us, together one last time. Just one last time. That's all I need. I still love you for you. Not the sex, the gifts, not nothing. I still want you. You was and still big part of my life. You made me who I am today. I would go through hell and back just to hear your voice aging and hug you aging. Just..... I wish I knew better before all of this. Treated you better, talk you better, gave you want you needed from me. Just everything..... there so much I can say but what is there to say when your already so gone.I hate people filling in your space. I fucking hate it so much. I just wish you can you be in brain and see and understand what's going on in my mind. I just want to a text from you one last time and talk to you one last time that's all.