From: ABC
To: Harin
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:33 am
i wish you didnt hesitate to say "i love you back." i wish you told me the truth that you were seeing him. i introduced you to my parents. they loved you. we made plans. we dreamt together of buying our own house and having kids and traveling the world. you promised me and i believed you. i wish i didnt. a part of me wishes you dont read this because id be too embarrassed but a part of me wishes you would so you can see how much you broke me. i listen to our song and cry until the sun rises and then go back to sleep until night because i know how much you love the sun. how many times i said "stay, please" yet you never did. all the times you blamed it on me. i wished i didnt believe that. i wished that we couldve been something better. i loved you so much. i still do. but youre with him now.